I’m very bad.. I’ts difficult keep up and not falling..
I don`t know what i have to do when everything around me is wrong.. My mind is wrong and my feelings are sad.. I feel very sad now..
I’m sad when i think all the things that i lost for one stupid choise… I’m anguish when I think I lost all my friends for being an idiot…for stay with him… I’m alone and i’m scared.. ‘coz i don’t want lose more the things..
But i know too that one of my best firends, she betrayed me in the worst way and actually it continues haunt me… For some reason she always appear in my life.. and i don`t want this..
I would like to get my life where I was very happy stage.. recover my best friends and stay happy with my boyfriend..
But it’s difficult have both parts…
I choise my boyfriend ‘coz i love him a lot and and I do not regret anything that tube moments with .. the good times we had ..beautiful but .. do not understand how it all went by going to hell .. me so bad ..this anguish I feel now ..
we had problems was stupid .. But personally I check inside me shit .. because not only am I wrong with myfriends but in my environment itself .. Having a separate family kills me .. not take it anymore and be in a school that I do not like does not help much .. I know that my personal problems are affecting the relationship .. Nose and get up to but not lose your head, not to fall.. Because I know I should be helping you .. you do not do it well and it breaks my heart .. do not know how to follow my life .. I’m stuck on something that becamea nightmare for me .. that is destroying me by little .. I only wish I could change things .. and once again become the happy girl I was before .. pq'm honest I do not remember when was the last time I smiled out of pure happiness .. I would like to be able to recover my migos .. get my relationship and myhappiness .. and out of this pit that is sinking me every day more ..
No importa que tan imposible sea tu sueño, porque hasta los sueños mas pequeños se cumplen… Solo hay que tener un poco de esperanza…